The older we get the more we remember. I know when I was younger, my imagination spent most of it's time thinking about new things and the future. As we go through our lives and our circle of life becomes larger and full of experience, we have more opportunity to reflect on real things. So, now, there are paths in the forest of my memory that are as rewarding as the thrill of imaging things in front of me sometimes. Along with finding new friends, part of living is loosing some friends. But we don't forget them and we miss them. Sometimes I wonder where some have gone and imagine they made new friends and told them something about us. I guess, because we just do that with new folks we get to know.
Lucy's remains are in Houston. I wish I could visit her, she's come such a very long way for us to see her.
I've wondered many times what it would be like to see the spot she was found. I've imagined standing there on that patch of Burgess Shale, way up on a steep slope above the tree line and seeing where she fell silent to her people sixteen hundred times as long ago as Rome's Augustus.
But she is not silent for our generation. She has made a long and difficult journey from the very edge of our humanity to bring her message to us.
I wonder if she had plans the day she started her journey. Was she on her way to see distant friends? Did she wonder how her kids were doing? Or, did she just hope to find enough food for them that day. Was she able to have hopes and dreams? Did she tell her family where she was going? Did her friends cry when she said goodbye that day?
They could not have known she came to us. I imagine they missed her. We will never know many of those things but we can hope for her and dream for her and think about her sometimes when we think of ourselves.